We've all heard of writer's block, right? That experience when writers are at a standstill on what to write about or how to express accurately what it is they wish to communicate to their readers. Well, I find myself experiencing the same conflict as the writer with writer's block, only my struggle is not with the written word but with crocheting. I am stumped!
I have tons of fabulous yarn, a plethora of patterns, and every crochet hook under the sun. Yet, I lack inspiration for my next creation. How frustrating to have, at my disposal, all of the necessary tools to create anything I want and yet I have no ideas. I walk into my work space, open my containers of yarn, look at it, get discouraged and walk away.
After some reflection I think my struggle comes down to this question: Do I crochet what I like or do I crochet to meet market demand? Frequently, what I like is not what is in demand in the marketplace and as a person who wants to sell crocheted items could be a bit of a problem. For example, cowls were very popular this winter season. I look at those things and think, why? Why would anyone want something like that around their neck? Do I have the ability to make cowls? Sure, but I have no desire to make them. Could I have made money by selling them? Probably, but what if I didn't sell any and got stuck with 7 cowls that I would have to store somewhere until I could find someone who would appreciate or want them.
I asked my teen aged daughter her opinion on what she thought I should do. Make for market demand or make what I love? She said, "Mom, make what you like and just put it out there, if someone likes it they will buy it." To which I replied, " Yeah, but what if I get stuck with all of this inventory, what do I do with 12 baby blanket if they don't sell?" She says, " Mom, you can always use those things for gifts." Well, she has a point there, and I do love gifting people with crocheted items. I then replied back to her with, " Yeah, but I have so many items, what would I do with all of them once I ran out of people to give things to?" She just shrugged her shoulder and said, " Mom, just do what you enjoy." Who expects such wisdom from a 16 year-old? She is right and I know it. If I allow my art to become merely an avenue for revenue then I will no longer find joy in crocheting and that would be a real shame. Crocheter's are always connected with the idea that their items are lovingly made for people, and rightly so. I think I will take my daughter's advice and do what I enjoy. Although money is useful and necessary, it is not everything.